troubles one

i dunno wat in the world is going on...life just currently is in a mess...i know that i was in the wrong for flying her kite today..but i seriously was not in the mood to go out...it's not a valid reason to some..but i was indeed suffering from insufficent sleep...i know it was because i stayed up for personal reasons...but ain't i supposed to lead a much more personal life now...

beginning of an end...wat a term to use..it made me think abt what had happened after the incident today...i just dunno why..but i am really puzzled..do i still care for her...i think i do...but as a fren only...the reason i suggested the break up was because i din want her to suffer on with the problems that had surfaced...and it's not a short term problem..and with her methods of solving problems...it is not going to be settled..also with her patience level that i had tried out not oce but a few times..i really could not find any way to solve the problems between us..so i decided to end it once and for all..i know i may have hurt you in the process..but look at it this way..you dun have the pressure of having to answer to ur parents abt me..and u get ur long due freedom that you had been asking for with your friends...so DUN always make it out that i am having alot of fun myself and u are suffering with ur frens and family becos of me...

why CAN'T u EVER understand??

i seriously dunno wat is the problem here...we both lead a life too diverse from each other..you cannot understand me..and i am having difficulties understanding what is that that u actually is looking for...

this is named angrycheehow.blogspot.com is beacuse cheehow will only blog here when he is pissed or troubled...

for tonight..i am just venting my troubles here..i am not pissed at all...so dun worry..

last but not least...i would like to say...sorry to whoever is there...but i really cannot take whatever shit u are giving me now...stop turning everyone against me